Just thinking of you as I often do. So miss you and would love to have a chat. I now understand when you used to message me that JA had not replied to your texts. It is so hurtful and makes you feel very sad. When you texted me to ask JA to respond I always had a go at him. He has recently got better in responding to my texts which makes me very happy. But when he does not respond I get so sad and it makes me Very unhappy. So wish you were still here. Feel often very alone . I have Dave who is great but does not understand my unhappiness mainly because I keep my feelings to myself. JA is not going to Canada now because of Covid1 and I am sad about this as this was his dream to live and work in a country where he could do everything he loved such as skiing and going to the ice hockey. But in another way I am happy he will still be nearby. Just want him to be happy with his life. That is the most important thing. His happiness and welfare is my top priority and know it would be yours as well, Miss you so much my beloved sister. Love Janine 💔💔💔