Missing you Cas. My thoughts are often of you. I have a lovely photo of you and this brings comfort to me. You only get one sister and I so regret our falling out, They were not trivial things but were about our love for your son and my nephew our beloved John. I will. never forget when John was born and we visited you in hospital and you put JA In my arms . I was never very good with babies probably because I could not have a child of my own. However that was a defining day for me. John is not my son but I love him as if he was mine. Thank you for sharing him with me. I will always be here for him through thick and thin. Thank you so much for sharing . I love John with all my heart and think of him as a son. You gave me the opportunity to help raise your son which I will be eternally grateful. I know the ups and downs caused us both great pain. We are sisters as were our Grandmothers who went through similar circumstances. Talk about history repeating itself. I am sure Elizabeth and Ethel would be proud of us. John is now 30 and an adult and does not need us any more . However I will always be there for him if he needs me. It is so unfair that you were taken away far too early. I miss you so much. Love your sister Janine xx